From the recording Searching for September
You said you'd love me just the same, and that won't change. You swore it all. You told me all I'd need to know, and still you'd go. Still you'd feel. And so I sit here wasting all my love and all my time, just out of respect. I drink my coffee but it just don't seem to ease my mind, and I guess I'm a sucker for give you time. Please just try. Please don't die. The more I try the less you care. The less you share. The less you give. And all I'm asking for is peace. With this release, you let me live. But still you've left me here with nothing but a bitter lie, and I'm missing the sweetness. I smoke my cigarettes 'cause I'm just not the quitting type, and I guess I'm a loser for sucking you dry. Please just try. Please don't die. I love you. I love you too much. I love you too much to stick around and watch you die. You're fine. You're ok. You could have had me but you threw me away. You're fine. You're ok. You could have had me, but I want more than you could ever give me. You could have been more than just a little mistake. You could have been more.